Lately I noticed that I have grown to become less patient. Someone is late for an appointment, I got angry. A long queue at the movie counter, I got pissed. A printer that doesn't work, I got upset. And the list goes on and on. I lost my cool so easily that it has begun to affect my interaction with others. I don't like the new grumpy me. :( And I am almost certain that people around me is beginning to find me difficult to deal with. These days I am all about complaints and whining and they go on and on. Sometimes I just hate myself for doing that and I got angry of MYSELF for being angry.
I wonder does this has anything to do with growing older? My theory is people slowly lose their patience as they age. But I don't want to be old and grumpy!!! I want to be the eternal child who make silly faces, smell the flowers and laugh at everything. Sometimes I envy people who has all the patience in the world. People like my bf. I have known him for 5 years and I had only seen him lost his temper for a few times (less than 3). He is forever patient and considerate, not only to me but to others as well. This is one of the reason why I love him so much. Because he is always the better person between the two of us. He could do whatever I can't and he does it with a smile.
If any of my loved ones is reading this, I am sorry for the recent bad attitude. Just give me some time to search for the inner happy fei and I promise you she will be back in no time. Especially to SN who put up with all my nonsense all the time. I am sorry if I had been harsh. :C I love you and I just wanna be in your arms again. <3
I wonder does this has anything to do with growing older? My theory is people slowly lose their patience as they age. But I don't want to be old and grumpy!!! I want to be the eternal child who make silly faces, smell the flowers and laugh at everything. Sometimes I envy people who has all the patience in the world. People like my bf. I have known him for 5 years and I had only seen him lost his temper for a few times (less than 3). He is forever patient and considerate, not only to me but to others as well. This is one of the reason why I love him so much. Because he is always the better person between the two of us. He could do whatever I can't and he does it with a smile.
If any of my loved ones is reading this, I am sorry for the recent bad attitude. Just give me some time to search for the inner happy fei and I promise you she will be back in no time. Especially to SN who put up with all my nonsense all the time. I am sorry if I had been harsh. :C I love you and I just wanna be in your arms again. <3
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